why is that the right thing the hardest.
i hate it. i hate it like how i hate belly buttons (which says a lot, if you know me well). i wish the right thing was the easy thing, it would just be second nature. instead many a times were going against our gut reactions (heart) and going with the rational (heads). last night i had an opportunity that deep down i wish i acted on, and yet im glad i didn't. and yet im stewing over it tonight, gah. stupid heart, you should be more rational.